i look my life as like an album of a journey of epic-ness. each part of my life seems to be like a soundtrack of my own, and each part of my life is consist of a different type of songs with different type of genre with different epic madness of rhythms.

since the day when i found music and rock n’ roll, i tend to change a little bit of my rules, i changed all of my world view from a-z. Rebellion!!! spreading the message of “fuck you” and anger. but i never want to say “I’m fucked” in other words i need help. im writing this is because i am desperate to change. i want to get out of my shell. many people thinks that im a screw up, a bunk, and a no body. this only happen cozz i think school is for suckers.

well! i still needed help, and yeah… i will proof that starting now.. im gonna be a different person..

i feel like every day for me being in this school, really sucked my soul. every day of my life seems to be monotone. every day seems shitless and uninteresting, and ironically i was a really fucked up cheerful kid before i enter this school. i have no fucking idea what the school has done to me.. ahhh what the fuck… all that i know is that im leaving this shit hole

i stereo type people because its fast and convincing. To me in my class there are people from bitchville, smart ass wanna be, people who dont gives a shit, and the autistic.. personally i dont give a shit about each of these mother fuckin groups.. but i Notice that this will be interesting to read.

you see our class is sorta like the swat team or the C.I.A.. they never tell shit to anyone out side the group. the only people that could know everything that is happening has to be an informant of the class. sometimes i feel like we all could be accepted to the C.I.A or the tasks force 141. but the odd thing is that.. at some point it makes the bond stronger. especially that group..

The SPECIAL group is the one that i really despise above all the groups. they think they are the elite class of my grade. and they exclude everyone in their bull shit activity and cares no one else but themselves. its making me sick and tired seeing their rotten faces everyday. they really are bitches in uniform. compare to people from bitchville they are shit. i rather hang out with people from bitchville instead of the special group..

wow i sounded like a little girl braggin about the shit that is happening in her life.. fuck that this is the place to show my feminin side.. hhahahaha

I am a musician… i play drums guitar bass and percussion.. drums is the instrument that really gets me passionate about music.. so yeah.. that is what i do..

Why would he give a fuck on making one of these stupid page?

hmmnnnnn why would he give a fuck on making one of the stupid page.. good question.. well.. this page is a page where i can channel out my feminine side of me (hahahahah gaylord) .. and most of all so that everyone could know what is ray and who is ray really is.. hahahaha